Single ? Couple ? Alone Or 2Geta ....

Sometimes i do feel wanna be alone...
But...
Sometimes i do feel wanna be couple....
When I'm way 2 lonely...
Seriously....
I need some1 to acc me...
be my side...
But...
When Couple...
I don lIke she control me alot...
I jz feel like getting some freedom on it...
Izzit hard to make tis shit happen...
Izzit hard to find a gal tat can acc me when i need her...
Izzit hard to find a gal tat doesn't control me too much...

Overall...
Maybe...
I really donnoe how 2 get in a proper relationship....
Or maybe...
I'm really a jerk...
But 1 thing i can promise...
I'm ain't any playboi...

Well...
Last time i was a playboi..
a jerk...
But since i meet her...
she really change me alot..
and i do learn many things frm her..
I can turn my self in to be a sincere dude..
wow...
Unbeliveable huh...
But...
Its True...
Maybe she does let me love her lots..

Wadever It Is..
Now..
I'm Single Once Again...
Althought i seem to be let her go easily...
But...
In My Heart....
I Really miss her alot....

Everyday....
Everyhour....
Every min n sec...
I was wondering n jealousing...
Does She chatting with other guys o dating other guys...
I doNnoe y i Hv tis Shit Feeling inside me..
ITs SUcks man...
I'm trying hard to let her go...
I'm trying to 4get her...
And i'm trying to run away frm her...
I noe i shdn't was my time wondering n jealousing...
But...
Tat Sick Feeling I hv Nw is always inside me...
Its PainFul..
My HEart is Painful...
My HEart is dying Slowly...
BlooD inside me is dripping out drops by drops....
Plz Kill Me....

Emo Angel **